How long have i been trying,
to have this distance to bear
How often have i been dying,
not to touch your hair
And everytime you're feeling down
i want to show how much i care
instead i nail myself to the ground
and do nothing but stare
and everytime i have to speak
i have to choose my words so hard
for i know the thing you seek
is not here in my heart
...
dear dearest, i'm sorry
i'm in the middle of nowhere
if i can measure probability
i'll know my place and stay there
if we know who we are
we'll know what we can have
but i can't yet go that far
for i don't even know myself
(R_Surbakti)
