I’m just lying flat, eyes wide open to the life living all around me! The sky is black as the stars shine bright, my mind floats away with the wind… fresh, free, excited, naive!
The stars twinkle like they’re alive, moving with the world, never lost…they just go on…like will they ever die? like…will I ever die?
My spirit lives freely now, lost in the maze of a world so far gone! A world that seems to have lost itself. A world that seems to be tearing itself apart, from the inside out! I soar high above this scene I know so well…will I ever see a clearer picture, other than from the the position in which I live right now, standing on my own 2 feet, unable to swap places, unable to feel anything other than what my heart chooses to feel. Like, have I any choice? I hear the birds sing softly as this day comes to its close…time for the other side to take over now. Time for another me to live their life. The shadow of night falls over me as I gaze silently towards the world above. ‘Could I have been anyone other than me?’ Could I have known anyone other than you?
A star moves slowly across the sky…taking me with it. We move cautiously, happily, freely. Does this world have an end? or will it live on, long after its time, like the stars burning bright. What can we ever give back? after all that we have taken! I wander through the fields filled with life, studying the beauty of all God’s creation…like, too often we forget! I ask, am I in any way more important? or is that belief a wholly man-made belief…like so much more of this world that we live in! Am I really God’s son…or do I follow blindly? I mean like, is the world really flat? Mistakes have been made before. Big ones. Too many unanswered questions lead me to too many misbeliefs.
Where am I going? Not just where am I going in the next few years, or what am I going to do with my life in general…but…where am I going?? Where are any of us going??
You know, I do see a light. I see a happy ending to this unknown journey we have all embarked upon. True, people have travelled these roads before, a million times over! The secrets have been unravelled and the mysteries of life have been put on paper. Yet still, what do we know? What are we supposed to know? Or should I just get on with my life and be happy with what I see before me, making the best of what’s around, before God gives up and says ‘let it rain’, and washes us all away!
Reasonable doubt.
